What?

I'm not too sure what I'm meant to feel
Whether brightly coloured dresses are meant to be surreal
Whether love is eternal or just a good deal
Between friends of different gender or true chemical appeal

I don't know whether I should kiss you that way
with affection? or Passion? or is it just mere play?
I can kiss you with lips as cold as common clay,
or with pathetic love given in a drunken way