Fast Train

I've just caught the last train, to insanity

Put me on a fast train, to infinity

Where the drink fades, the reality

Because my girl has lost her Divinity.

Divinity (x2).

She's jumped out of my carriage, causing a calamity.

And she caught a bus, straight to normality.

I'd rather catch a bus, than face my depravity.

Because she stole my heart, and left her Purity.

Her Purity (x2).

Just put me on a fast train, to infinity!

Where I can fade away, with someone else!

Where I can exist, without hurting myself.

Where I can comfort myself, with only myself!

With Myself (x2).

Myself.

Class

I maybe a little on the timid side of wild
But I’m not a child
I’m not meek and mild

I may not tear around on a sleek Harley D
But I’m Fast enough for me
I’m Hot and Freaky

I maybe a little slow to make a pass
But I’m no dumb ass
I sure got class

I sure got class..... when Im pumping your ass

I may care too much about a sensitive touch
But Ill stroke you good
Ill boil your blood

I may not be rough or tough enough
But Ill tease your stuff
into taking me up

I maybe a little slow to make my move
But I ain’t gotta prove
Cos I sure got the groove

I sure got the groove when I move in your womb
I sure got class .....when I’m pumping your ass

Bark

Lustfully spoon fed
I sit and watch in wonder, wonder
How can your sex 
Cause me to rain and thunder, thunder
Handy for you 
To mock me the inflicted
Randy for me 
Its a drug and Im addicted

You can laugh at me
A womans immune
Watch me go insane
As I Bark at your Moon.....       

A Beast  (c)1987
and a Lunatic.

Think not of her

Think not of her, in your hour of need
Because she will destroy you, with your own greed
The greed of the heart, devouring love
The thrill of the sex, the push and the shove.

In Silence

I've killed a lot of people
I've hurt a thousand people
Believe my name

I don’t know now
Where we are
And now
I've killed more

In silence

Here In silence
You know
How we have gone
So slow

Chinese Girls

I want to stick my tongue up a Chinese girls nose
Maybe I can taste her brain
Taste what she knows

I love those Chinese girls
I worship their porcelain skin

Maybe I will reveal
What she’s hiding in there
I hope and pray she’ll tell me
That she really cares, for me.

Release Me

here we go
all alone
in our lives now

just one chance now

just one chance

Mother dear
You carried me well

Release me
Set me free
Oh cut the umbilical cord

I came out head first
Gasping for air
As I go for my mothers breast

Release me
Set me free
Oh cut the umbilical cord

Fate

I've kicked all my dreams

Into some sort of shape

Worn them down

Took off the crown

And left it all to fate

I've seen the black hysteria

That s left us all in hate

The end is nigh

And I will die

I’ve left it all to fate

x2

fate

Long Haired Lover (1991)

I look for a purpose

But I don’t know why

I want to be with god but

I don’t want to die

Everybody laughs at me

So I ask them why

They say Im a long haired lover

With my head in the sky

I’m a long haired lover

With my head in the sky

I’m a long haired lover

With my head in the sky

x3

 

It's Got A Hold On Me

I got this drug, and its in my brain
Its got my heart, driving me insane
Its making my life a misery, by making my life sheer ecstasy
Holding me in a trap, squeezed between a handclasp
Shooting stars cant set me free, I’m in love with this drug...
Its got a hold on me !

I’m blinded, thrusting in its pleasure
I’m hooked, I’m fucked by your warm treasure
Its tearing my conscience apart
A war between my mind and heart.
Its forcing me under 
Its no good, no wonder
You’ve been warned
When love is the drug, you’re in its scorn
Its got a hold on me !
 
I’m an addict for sure
wrapped in a sex sheet
I cant escape no more
Its got a hold on me !

Have Mercy !

Nothings Changed (Alex Leonard)

Wrecked once more as I hit my bed
Couldn’t sleep thoughts in my head
Of all the places I could be
I just stare at the walls of the room that holds me
Going to break these bonds, that keep me here
Going to be someone, anyone, anywhere but here

Looking for a place in a different land
Maybe there’ll be people who I understand

Staying in this town, will stagnate you
You know you were always happy here
Now its gone, you gotta keep moving on
I cant sleep, I cant wake, up to another day
Come tomorrow I’m going to smash everything down
Your mind wont pretend this is another day
Because you do nothing, and nothings changed
You do nothing, and nothings changed

Looking for a place in a different land
Maybe there’ll be people who I understand.

Girl (Version)

Girl I saw you, on my patio
Painting each and every toe
Girl I've been with you 
and I've wondered, what its like, to be your boy.

Girl I've saw you
Walking down the street
Wondering, wandering, wondering...

Girl I've wanted to be with you
All of my life
Now I know what you're like
Ill think twice.

Brown Cow

You try to be funny, when the weather is sunny
To find that your honey, has turned rancid runny.

Chorus
I've seen an eclipse, between your hips
Ba,ba,ba,by,bye Ba,ba,ba,by,bye Goodbye

You try to be smart and chat up the tart and
She tears you apart and eats out your heart and

I've kissed your lips, I'm in an eclipse
Ba,ba,ba,by,bye Ba,ba,ba,by,bye Goodbye

Where did we go wrong? Now the sun has gone
Out of our song now, i'm going down now

Bye bye Brown Cow !

Perhaps Ill see you again, in the next life
See you over there, see you in the next life.

Suicide (Alex Leonard 1990)

As far as I could see there was nothing there
All that had been, glowed in my eyes
The chance is wasted, now I’m here
Things that mattered, slipping away
Suicide
Silence torments whatever is inside
The future slips away, with my dreams
Where else can I go?, I have no where to turn
There's a place that waiting for me
Suicide
The Birds are singing it seems quite appealing
Where my mothers tears fall the ground is bare
I read the letters inscribed on the aged stone
"Here lies a boy who never proved to be, he never realised his dreams,
 they never turned reality"
Suicide
Amongst the stones and the worms of an earthly grave
He found the happiness, he desired
And those who meant more, are always weak
So Alex where does that leave you?
No Jealousy
No Anger
No Pain
No Tears
No Hate
No life
Suicide.

Like a Child

He was often thinking that she loved him less now
Why did she cry in silence, he said he still cared
With every tear that fell from her eyes
were the last pieces of him, falling from the sky
When she had stopped weeping, she knew her love was dead
He used to watch the candle, in his room, burn into a pool
Still not believing  he smiled at his photographs
They were so happy then, why not now?
Like a child he cried and his fists beat the walls
The blood splattered wallpaper glistened in the dying candle
A messy heap, he quivered and sobbed his heart out
A messy heap, quivered and sobbed his heart out
When he awoke she had gone........

Sunday Rain

Chorus
Sunday rain, Oh it dulls the pain
Your killing me baby, baby, baby
ignoring me again

I said you're killing me baby, leaving me insane
with obsessive love, that waxes and wanes

Who can I turn to?, to cry about you
When you lie again, and double and triple the pain

Whose gonna be there, when it all falls down
Whose gonna catch me before I hit the ground

There's no future for us, its a dying love
You're the soldier, who shot this dove

Its a dove that sings, as it clips its own wings
to nurture you, with its heart so true

There must be a future, if this dove is to die
Soldier drink my tears, drink dry my cry....

What?

I'm not too sure what I'm meant to feel
Whether brightly coloured dresses are meant to be surreal
Whether love is eternal or just a good deal
Between friends of different gender or true chemical appeal

I don't know whether I should kiss you that way
with affection? or Passion? or is it just mere play?
I can kiss you with lips as cold as common clay,
or with pathetic love given in a drunken way

No Guarantees

No-one will ever know, how I feel
Been misguided into facing the real.....

Been brought up on a diet of videos
Happy ever afters and super-heroes
I’ve loved a lot of people who claimed they know
Laughed with them on this game show.

No-one will ever know how much I feel
Often been misjudged for facing the real me...

I’ve ran to many people on the way
I lost some of them because I ran too far 
Been fixed on human love for so long
Never independent with no heart for being strong.
I’ve been inside the T.V. for most of my life
Been leading man, defending his wife
I’ve been a pubescent schoolgirl
I’ve been a roguish boy
I’ve been a sweet transvestite, playing with her naughty toys.
" Its not easy having a good time, Don’t dream it - Be it! "

No-one will ever know how much I feel
This unjust world has hurt me deep with no guarantees!